Growing up

when i grow up, i want to be the next supamodal!! eventhough i tahu i tak secantik kakak 'i'... rasa nak lempang tak dengar?? =.='''

posing maut gitu

tengok lah 'i' sekarang sula besar!!

abaikan yang bawah ni, memang rasa nak lempang kalau ternampak orang mcm ni kan?

The not so ugly

P/s : this post may contain emotional and so-fucking-major-loser feeling-but-not-so-loserlaa.... so, please beware of the dog when u driving.. What a crap -.-!!!!

The not so ugly said: for almost 17 years i lived... i've never been in relationship . Not just that, i've never like or love someone cause when a guy starts liking me, i feel stressed. Weird isn't it?? tell me how they do it?? when they talked about their boyfriend... my face will turned immediately like this =.='' huh? huh? ye ke?? ouh.... ye ke?? especially when it comes to nadia and yasser love story. Nadia told me bout that guy. How he propose nadia. Eeeeeew, macam nak kahwen pulak ayat aku. But seriously, i just dont get it. Penat lelah je kau bercerita kat aku... kau dah laa selalu sempot. Sama dengan kes mia cerita pasal dia break dengan bf dia. Tersedu-sedu dia menangis. Muka aku masa tu macam mintak dicampakkan roti canai 10 keping. Sorry, i dont know how to react/respond with your story. Mesti bengang cerita kat orang cam ni kan?? If oneday, kau dengar aku tiba-tiba suka dekat sorang mamat ni, kau memang kena buat sujud syukur. Hehehe

Mari kaitkan dengan reproduktif sistem

Mari kita mulakan segmen yang berunsur sedikit lucah pada kali ini. Ohmaigawd!!! apa dah jadi dengan aku ni! cuti sekolah ni, asyik dipengaruhi benda kotor je. Syaiton banyak sungguh.


Kisah dia bermula macam nie, semalam.. ada sedara belah emak belah emak nenek tiri kita call.
Dengan suara tercungap-cungap kegembiraan, dia memberitahu dah selamat bersalin anak yang... (Jap perlukan masa untuk mengira). Haaaaa, anak kelima kalau tak silap. Rasanya macam baru semalam aku tengok kau kahwin. Gendang gendut tali kecapi, tiba-tiba anak dah lima. Eh sesuai ke aku guna pantun ni. Reproduktif sungguh yea!. Walhal masih muda haha . Mama ada bagitau yang sedara kita nie ada pakai IUCD untuk mencegah ibu-ibu dari termengandung kalau kau tak tahu apa benda ni, kau memang datang dari zaman Cheng Ho tak pon zaman batu sebab dari darjah 6 dah belajar. Adalah sebab-sebab dia memakainya. Kalau tak silap iucd tu macam besi halus panjang bersama tali yang dimasukkan. Bodoh tak kalau tanya soalan ni. Takpe, kita bisik ye I wonder how they make out?? with freaking weird thing in.... okay tak boleh lebih-lebih, my parent baca blog ni rasanya. Kang tak pasal-pasal aku kena usrah. Siapa boleh jawab soalan ni??.
haha Well, albet Isetan ada cakap,
'imagination is more important than knowledge'.... tapi tanpa bantuan Google, kes misteri ni takkan terselesai juga.
Ceywah, misteri lah sangat!! okay, macam tu lah ceritanya. lawak tak? lawak tak?=.=''

knowing me

What are you afraid of?
errr... my mom, she looks like a monster inc when she get angry
and sometimes, she looks like hungry shrek


What is your favaourite song?
officially missing you- Tamia
i love bruno mars thats all!!
Pisang emas- ahamd albab kering (lagu tradisional)


What do you usually do when the clocks turns 12:00?
take a shower and makes breakfast for myself and (family)... ouh really? tipu besar!


What do you worry about?
pregnant and make out!


Does it turn you off if the person u like missing some teeth?
obviously yes.


Your bad habbit?
asking to many question, i love to change lyrics till it not-nice-anymore-to-hear


Im obsessed with...
popcorn or anything crunchy. U give me crunchy munchy snack, i'll give u hug!


I hate people....
who love to compare with others and talks non-stop!

Finding me

Untill now.... i have no clue about how do i look when i turned 30, with this freaky curly hair?? hmmmm.. what do u think? its gonna be disaster. BIG DISASTER! what is my job?, do i live happily and not living in poverty.hehe just joking macam bersamamu la pulak. Kau cakap mcm kau nie sampah je. Will i afford to buy my dream car, dream house?? .When it comes to "ambition". I really take this question seriously.

Im 16 and i still cant figure out what is my best career that fit me well. I need motivation and a lot of reading. Hello!!! anis, ur 16!!! wake up. wake up. If u ask me what is my ambition in short term.. spontaniously, i'll say get as many A's in my Spm and go to university and score with great pointer.. Please God! let it be. I've made mistake once in my pmr and im not gonna let the same mistake happen again. NEVER NEVER. NEVER. fullstop. Oh yea!! i've just read the rich dad poor dad by robert kiyosaki. It awesome!! u should buy it! no regret for sure.



oneday, when i live a life that on my last moment of living, i can look back and say "i lived a good life". could it be? u hope anis, u hope.

I wonder how

if u had one chance to say something to your mom before she left you to go to work or anywhere....what would it be? sometimes, i always wanted to say the words that i never say to her before, but when it comes to real action, my words stood still and i just dont understand why. Maybe im just not used to say those words, i mean (rarely). But.... eventhought in silence, LOVE will always heard. In silence, I LOVE YOU. In distance, i'll care bout you.