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There was a girl,
doing what she does best.
trying to make everyone happy,
silly jokes, talking crap..
to her, seeing that laughter was a cure
yess she did,
everytime....
you seen her in crowd
you seen her laughing all day long
you rarely seen her alone
you seen her giving her best so it will last,
but wait till the end,
she's a loner
suffering in anguish in oblivion world.
lost in her world that she don't even trust

Mungkin harapan

Sepertinya dunia yang aku lalui sekarang semakin aneh dan semuanya berantakan. Bangunku dalam kondusi diri yang paling sedih melihat dunia yang paling tenat. Aku mengharap besok tenang lagi, mengharap esok akan ada magis yang selama ini tersembunyi. Tapi malang sekali, itu semua hanya imaginasi. Apa memang kita sudah begini? Atau memang hanya aku dalam permainan halusinasi sendiri? Tak apa lah, sekurang-kurangnya aku masih boleh berharap.

23/7/2014

Hey it's me again! it's been a longgggg long time since my last post. Today is 23/7/2014 and suprisingly, i still remember my password to log in here! Waaalaaah!! doa kuat ingatan sudah dimakbul tuhan barangkali.

 IT'S 23/7/2014 Anis is still the same 'anis'. Nothing change, nothing new, and nothing to impress

I would not be able to write everything that had happened to me through out the year. It's been a long time since my last post man!! i don't even know where to start. Hmm but i guess nothing had change. Everything is still the same. Scrolling down the whole post in this blog and it left me laughing like a moron retarded porn-star. HAHAHA who knew i actually started to write in this blog since i was like Form 3?! and i was 20 now. I should thank to the person that had invented this whole 'blog' system.

Emmmm, so yess my dear sister, Nina the 'cheapskate diva' is finally got married to a man (eh mmg lah a man, gila apa kau 'a girl'). She's surely living in the 'fastest lane'. I'm not sure if i manage to compose a post about her in just in 1 post cause i got a lot to write. So, let just make it short, she is married. YESS MARRIED!  at the age of 22. Sure, i feel happy, afraid and blessed! tak terungkap ah derr kalau nak cakap pasal feeling dekat sini. hahaha. Biarku simpan rasa ini ceywahh. I tak meragukan dia sebab dia memang suka buat benda yang orang tak buat. So, orang maybe lah terkejut nak persoalkan everything kalau boleh. Tapi, eleh no hal lah! i know her.