Have you?

have you ever felt HATE?
have you ever felt like you could just DISSAPEAR?
have you ever felt this way.....


I've been in situataion where i just felt like i wanted to dissolve into thin air and you felt like no one would really CARE! like as if you had no friends, and you didnt trust anyone? ANYONE!!. I just felt like i wanted to move away and start all over again. How pathethic. Im just trying to be the best but it didnt work. How you felt when someone talked bad things about you and you dont even know. Thanks people! i bet it takes a lot of effort to do that. YOU mean nothing to ME anymore! NOOOOOTHING okay.